been a long time since i posted anything. the new medication i'm taking is working really well and i've had a huge improval with the seizures. so, basically nothing to write about. 12:35 pm

i think my pharmacy has a scam going. three weeks ago as usual, when my medication ran low i called in for a refill. it wasn't ready when jason went to pick it up and they told him that it couldn't be filled yet. the next day i called them to try and find out what was going on. apparently, it was a week early and the insurance company wouldn't approve payment. but i was going to run out of pills before the refill date. somehow, about 30 pills had gone missing. of course the pharmacy had no idea why i would be short and since it said 120 on the bottle, there must be that many in there. luckily i managed to get it filled the day i would have run out. about a week later i noticed that the bottle seemed rather low so i decided to count them. again, i was short 30 pills. again it said 120 on the bottle. next morning i took it in and explained to the pharmacist. she just said it was weird, gave me 30 more pills, and said she'd made a note to double count my prescription next time it was filled. i can't help but wonder if that's a note saying "hey, this person's noticed, don't short them anymore." 11:48 pm